Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I was sitting right beside you. You looked so pitiful, but I wanted you all the same. I wanted to be apart of you and rescue that heart. That heart that is so beautiful, but so lost at the same time. Why must I feel this? You were looking at me, telling me how selfish you are, but apologizing at the same time. How long will it take? How long must I wait to see the light in your eyes. It’s all I desire. Still, I love you just the same. I love you for who you are and who I know you can be. I love when your hands are shaking and they are running through your hair because you’re nervous. I love you because I know you are finding yourself. Even when it hurts to see you so far away. I love to see you happy. Even though the selfish part of me wishes I could be the one to make you happy, or even just be with you while you are happy. I just want you to know who you are in heaven. I want to see you do great things, and I want to be right beside you while you are doing them, holding your hand. I want you to have a strong realtionship with the creator of the universe, and I want to be the one you share it with. I want to spend the days with you talking about life, and at night I want to be the one you hold as you fall asleep.

I want to see revelation in your eyes. I want you to come out of exile and become the King I know you are.

I want to hear about your dreams, because you are apart of mine.

I want you to know how beautiful your soul is. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.

But most of all, I want you to know how much you are loved. I want you to feel it, dwell in it, breathe it in. I want you to know how much you mean to the Father.